I’ve been thinking a lot about fear lately. One of the reasons is that I’ve been scared a lot.
One of my favorite quotes is the one attributed to John Wayne: “Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway.”
This has been something of a mantra for me. By accepting fear and going ahead anyway, you get things done.
Yet fear causes so much damage.
Racism arises from the fear of the unknown. Clinging to a job that sucks arises from the fear of the future. Parental overprotectiveness arises from fear of the uncontrollable.
Fear is one of the most destructive emotions in a dynamic society. It stops motion. It paralyzes.
I don’t enjoy living with fear. Especially in the last few months, I’ve been scared a lot about a couple of big ventures we chose to take. Scared what will happen if they fail. They didn’t, yet it’s less pleasurable than you’d think. Now it’s time to get scared about new things.
But even if these efforts had failed, so what? Isn’t failure one of the best catalysts for novelty? Fail often, fail fast, right?
Well, tell that to the fear.
Fear can paralyze. But in a paradoxical sense, it can also stimulate.
Like the base jumper looking down just before the jump. She’s going to be scared to death. And jump anyway.
It’s kind of like the Finnish idea of sisu the researcher Emilia Lahti has been making famous in the world. Turning obstacles into opportunities.
Part of me thinks fear is the signal of doing important things. Another part of me thinks it just sucks.
Sometimes it would be great to be fearless. But to the majority of us that’s probably not an option.
What is, is embracing fear.
It won’t take the fear away. But it will paralyze the fear, instead of letting it paralyze you. Sometimes, if you’re lucky, anyway.
Like in this passage from the Peter Gabriel song Darkness:
“When I allow it to be
There’s no control over me
I have my fears
But they do not have me”